Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Another night, another nightmare about GV8.

It's like my brain is giving me a high-five of suck.

I keep wanting to text or email him, see if he's just as bad off as I am. Connect.

But it's just hope disguising itself.

Gotta keep my head down and get through the day.

Gotta ignore my gut.

3 comments:

  1. Ouch. I know how that goes. <3
    One that sticks out in my mind, was one that had someone simply leaving - the emptiness I felt (other than the feeling of a bowling ball being lodged in the lower part of my chest), was the worst.

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  2. You are so not alone in humanity for feeling that way.

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  3. Angela,

    That's very much like what the dreams have been. Random situations where he totally denies any emotions, any memories of me. I'm worthless to him, he deserts me.

    Aldonza,

    I know. Wish that there was some Kumbaya circle I could join. Sing and feel better.

    Thanks for talking to me earlier today. Mellowed me out. :)

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